mirrror, mirror
It's strange seeing myself in the mirror with hair that is so dark it passes as black in abysmal lighting conditions. Like, i'll have to stare at myself for at least two minutes before I recognize the person in front of me.
I'm happy with that though. I'm tired of being the fuzzy, blonde, messy haired individual. It's time for a change.
I've decided in the whimsical way that I do, that i'm moving back to my grandma's for a while haha. To those who are unaware I moved out of home last November.
Apart from having a room to myself, rent paid for, food, internet, power paid for and breakfast made for me each morning, I think it'll be good for me to move back.
In hindsight I jumped into coming out / relationships / full time work / moving out of home way too fast. And it's brought me crashing down especially when it comes to prioritizing my cleaning. Despite my history I do dislike having a messy room. I just need to learn not to be such a lazy ass haha.
I'm sort of nervous but sort of excited for my job trial tomorrow at TaroCash which is a mens clothing ship. It lasts for two hours from eleven oclock. I think i'll know by the end of the day tomorrow if I have the job too which will make a huge impact on my life. If I don't get the job, i'll go back to uni in trimester two beginning in June. If I do get the job, then TBA.
Right now i'm listeing to In the Dark by Tiesto. It's Techno and from Cotton On (my old work that I quit) which isn't good for me haha so i'll change it to probably P.O.D after i've finished writing this.
It's 11.52pm and i'll be going ny nys in about an hour. Hopefully I have a good sleep and hopefully my day goes well tomorrow. I really want the job.
Wish me luck!
I'm happy with that though. I'm tired of being the fuzzy, blonde, messy haired individual. It's time for a change.
I've decided in the whimsical way that I do, that i'm moving back to my grandma's for a while haha. To those who are unaware I moved out of home last November.
Apart from having a room to myself, rent paid for, food, internet, power paid for and breakfast made for me each morning, I think it'll be good for me to move back.
In hindsight I jumped into coming out / relationships / full time work / moving out of home way too fast. And it's brought me crashing down especially when it comes to prioritizing my cleaning. Despite my history I do dislike having a messy room. I just need to learn not to be such a lazy ass haha.
I'm sort of nervous but sort of excited for my job trial tomorrow at TaroCash which is a mens clothing ship. It lasts for two hours from eleven oclock. I think i'll know by the end of the day tomorrow if I have the job too which will make a huge impact on my life. If I don't get the job, i'll go back to uni in trimester two beginning in June. If I do get the job, then TBA.
Right now i'm listeing to In the Dark by Tiesto. It's Techno and from Cotton On (my old work that I quit) which isn't good for me haha so i'll change it to probably P.O.D after i've finished writing this.
It's 11.52pm and i'll be going ny nys in about an hour. Hopefully I have a good sleep and hopefully my day goes well tomorrow. I really want the job.
Wish me luck!
________________________________________
i don't update my journal much, but then, you and i haven't talked much recently,hope everythings working out for ya morgs.
i should probably get to writing about my first drink....